things you shouldn't do

but contemplation is fine...

masturbate with your roommates electric toothbrush
post a casual encounters ad
sleep with your best friend
get black out drunk.

of course this is not a list to base ones life around
and of course I have done most of these acts
it is merely from exspirance that I warn against them.

At times it is the guilt that eats us up
a sense of repentance, maybe they are allergic to latex.
who know?

upon pondering laser hair removal and acid peels.

No I have not acid peeled my ass cheeks
nor have I lasered my ass hair.

Yes
my body is still ravished by the French
Traces of my liniage impossible to remove in their entireties.

This nose I bear as someone eles pride.
I Imagine it belonging to an accient man, who holds wisdom and power
soft gental knowing power.
My heart tells me he's cree, i see feathers and smoke
deep brown wrinkles smoothed by sun and wind.

My brain twitches out british possiblites
I get bored with british wars/cursades\generals
I leave it to roam and take the rest of me for a smoke
to contemplate here and now...

Again my heart beats
women
birtish witch doctors
old sorsory
with ugly dissheviled ridges vallies and humps of noses.
I love noses that tell long stories with ups and downs.

My body is a story
that i'm trying to remember
cellular knowledge.
mixed with big bang thereis,
makes my body the story of my coming here now
star dust universal knowledge, I am fleakes of pluto, mars, the milky way , black holes...
The french still ravish my body.

Good Morning

Hmmmmm, it's 8:39 am and here is what i had to eat so far
(i'm at work and have been up since 6:30)
1 spicy mustard and cheese and salami sandwhich
1 glass blueberry pomaganate jucie
1 glass orange jucie
3 squares french chocolate
hand ful of craker with cream cheese
1 mug o coffee
the coffeee is awful so i'm trying to make it stronger.
Thats a lot to eat in an hour, yes?

It's been a crazy week, I've been up at five, six and six thirty am so far this week and tommorrow will be up at six am again.
but my job rocks, I have friday off and I don't work untill wenesday next week and I just work wenesday and friday.

Things are new thanks for asking.
I went for laser hair removal and a acid peel this week
my skin looks better an dI have no hair on my neck and chin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feels weird not having anything to hide behinde
'oh, he won't like me cause I have hair there and am full of acne, then those thing are remorved and calmed and your just like fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk a cute person is looking at me what am i suppose to do quick pick up your book and look enveloped.
what am i reading this week you ask well if you must know I'm back on one of my favorites, this guy almost mades my panties wet almost I'm reading This Side of Paridise by F. Scott Fitzgaradled, I really love the langage he uses and the romatic atmosphere. and i could go on and on and on but who cares?

I'm also back in the bikram yoga studio, hot hot hot.
hot temperature
hot men
hot deals (five day pass $33 includes matt rental!)

And I have two dates this week
with some hot women i might add.
yes one day i will point and laugh and say
'my girlfriend is hotter then your girlfriend'
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha.

I'm going to see my favorite playwrites new play on thursday,
his name is daniel brooks and the play in Bigger then Jesus.
what eles? I got my garden planted but now i need the rain,which judging by this
grey over cast morning
keep your fingers crossed, the hose isn't long enough,
ya, that was my problem with my last boyfriend ahhahahah sexist jokes are on the loose. sorry you know I'm not like that, if you call me then we can talk about hormones and needs.

I should go i'm suppose to be cleaning and what not to wear is on at nine am.
love ya miss ya
I'll be home the seconde last week of July untill augest. if money startes flying i might jont home for a week end. yes you bastardes winnipeg is my home.
love ya and miss you,
julie