Back pain and child care

I hate my job , I hate my job so much I would go as far as to say
t.v would do a better jod raising your child then I would.
People who know that thier child\eren are over active or demanding
should always bring thier childcare workers
hard booze or drugs at the end of the day.


There was a poetry slam tonight but I have no energy left to slam hmmmmm
I got the new sage francis it kinda makes me feel like I'm in the know.

I'm trying to make an album with some friends but their not returnung my calls
people don't really call me.
Getting a boyfriends a huge social disease. I'm not lonly for a humans touch I'm lonly for a girly conversation
with an intelligent women.

Life just seems to be going by in one continuse blurrrrrrrr
Same search for purpose
Same questioning of purpose
Same need to eat
Same need
Same Same same same

Maybe it's just because it's winter
the weather has this way of making you feel trapped.

My other problem is that i can't seem to write
I don't know if it's my surroundings or
if I only write when i'm really depressed or...

heres half of the poem i wrote today feb.15

I'm gonna quit my job
my body shivers
quivers clench my stomahce

my brain twiches out
2 week
intervals
plans the handwriting
decides tone

i kinda wanna puke

i wonder what simpson episode is on tonight?

i'm gonna quit my job
and jump free
into the unknowen

spring free from that
that binds you
takes you for granted...

thats my new half written poem only edited once you be the judge...
keep well and remember your never as alone as you want to be. julie

Back pain and child care

I hate my job , I hate my job so much I would go as far as to say
t.v would do a better jod raising your child then I would.
People who know that thier child\eren are over active or demanding
should always bring thier childcare workers
hard booze or drugs at the end of the day.


There was a poetry slam tonight but I have no energy left to slam hmmmmm
I got the new sage francis it kinda makes me feel like I'm in the know.

I'm trying to make an album with some friends but their not returnung my calls
people don't really call me.
Getting a boyfriends a huge social disease. I'm not lonly for a humans touch I'm lonly for a girly conversation
with an intelligent women.

Life just seems to be going by in one continuse blurrrrrrrr
Same search for purpose
Same questioning of purpose
Same need to eat
Same need
Same Same same same

Maybe it's just because it's winter
the weather has this way of making you feel trapped.

My other problem is that i can't seem to write
I don't know if it's my surroundings or
if I only write when i'm really depressed or...

heres half of the poem i wrote today feb.15

I'm gonna quit my job
my body shivers
quivers clench my stomahce

my brain twiches out
2 week
intervals
plans the handwriting
decides tone

i kinda wanna puke

i wonder what simpson episode is on tonight?

i'm gonna quit my job
and jump free
into the unknowen

spring free from that
that binds you
takes you for granted...

thats my new half written poem only edited once you be the judge...
keep well and remember your never as alone as you want to be. julie