I'm gonna try to post some pictures.
I'm vain so some will be of me.
I went to Victoria this week end so the water photos are from there.
lets give it a go.

well i tryed and the computer couldn't find the path though i could see it quit clearly with my eyes.
one day I promise one day.

Victoria was great lots o hippies.
there was ten of us sleeping in a three bedroom, welcome to the west coast where no one can afford to live alone or under normal living space guide lines and if they can I assure you their social lives are quiet.

My preformance was okay, I lacked energy and am a little emotional about some of the pieces I did. I thought those wounds had healed or at least had a thick scab on them but they didn't almost cryed on stage. Yep.Last time I preformed in Vic. my pant fell down and I was mentrating so maybe crying wouldn't have been that bad.
I enjoy humiliation aspeacially publicly, why hide of faults, when we're so transparent already?
okay i'll peee try the photo thing again then get on with my day so maybe photos maybe not.
love ya j.
So i guess that worked
thats me on wenesday, the ferry coming in , the ocean and a painting i did, not one of the best I've done but now that I get the picture posting thing, I'll be sure to do it more...

I finally did it

I converted over to the new blogger
oh the new dash board is so high tec and smooth.

I haven't been doing much I finally started going to the YMCA again.
The following is taken from a email I wrote to a friend I think it might be the first
real stanza I've written in a while. I volunteered at the Independant World Slam Poetry Competion, fuck I've never been so overwhelmed in my life , I belive I saw 200 poems in three days.Poems fuck eah, as Plath and Blake roll over one more time. Part of me thinks slam is great for poetry, getting it out in the mainstream again and part of me thinks useing the word poetry is blastpham.Did I tell everyone rage is getting back togethere for one show at a music festival in California that Bjork is opening along with DJ shadow. I don't think I can go as I just started a new job. The goal is to make it to California this summer though as one wanna come\cum? (i'm listening to lovage, it's a mirical I'm not being more erotic\dirty) ramble ramble heres the stanza I'm hopeing to turn into a poem for my victoria show on feb.22...


Bleak is a river that runs constant and forever.
It dawns at the gates of heaven
Only to flow effortessly towards Hades,
It is only us dreamers that can see it.
Taste it's demand and hear it's raging.
Gifts come in all packages.
Though I prefer mine bare and quivering with thirst.

The last two lines are more for his and I's dialoge
though i like them.

I miss winnipeg well no I miss all my friends in winnipeg
the winter whether here has been such a treat plus 10 in febuary who knew?
Well I should get on with my day.
remember always I l0oove you.
julie