fuck

New Job...
Group home one on one with kid whoes parents fucked him up then left him...
There are things about this job that i should love...
And maybe in a happier time I will tell them too you.
Fuck!!!
The kid is stealing my smokes if I don't keep them under lock and key every min. of our 36 hours together.
If he was a random kid that stole from me I'd hit him then spit in his face...
however the government pays me to look after this one.
What do you do when a kid breaks your trust?
Do I still take him to play land tommorow and pretend nothing happened?
Cut privlages? Like learn how to spell week?
He watches t.v for like 10 hours a day...
when I ask him to do something he groans and moans and acts like I'm asking him to save the world from genocide with one hand.
Did I tell you they pay me less then minimum wage?
Because the government has money for flag day and tax cuts but they can't pay the people who work in there homes a living wage?
Well to be fair it is a lot of money for watching t.v and going to the beach but I go to deal with being lied to , stollen from and hanging out with a kid who smells like dried up jiz.
There I said it. I can't force him to shower, I can revoce privlages (fuck i grew up on an army base in a forine country no one taught me how to spell!!) but then if he can't go to play land neither can I and it just becomes another fucking 10 hours of fourteen year old t.v!!!!!!
Did I tell you that all my friends are parting or on some beautiful island looking up at the milky way? No one to call no one to talk to.No co-workers.just you.

FUCK MY STUPID PARENTS FOR DRINKING AND FUCKING MY SCHOOL MONEY AWAY AND NOW I HAVE TO WORK TWO SHIT JOBS JUST TO BETTER MYSELF. FUCK.

DID i tell you I'm angry lonly and tired?
cause I am.
fuck.